Not really, im back because my heart got too many things need to share with my blog...
This couple of days, my mood is not that good.. due to a lot of reason.. not only studies but also about my feeling..
1st, i would like to talk about my studies... The passed thursday, i had my test 2 for the subject called Modern Control n Engineering System.. I admit that, i never really pay attention during the lecture after test 1, but i never expect that i score that bad in my test 2... Now the only way i can cope with it is starting from now i gonna study well in that subject and also try to score the remaining courswork mark!!
Actually the causes of not paying attention during lecture is I stay up late everyday...n lead me to sleep during lecture... You must be asking y.. because night, is the only time we get to chat, get to see each other.. I know this is a very stupid and silly mistaken that i have done... and i regret~~ truly regret.. but is too late, test 2 is over..
My fren, ah bing asked me are you gonna to do something to get her? And he tell me no worries, he will help me no matter what happen.. But what i can see is, she got no feeling on me.. She ignore my sms, blocked me in msn, appear offline in facebook... (from this i got my answer)
I have been thinking a lot this few days, and even chat with sheong ken about it... What sheong ken said is true.. the relationship wont last long, due to im going to graduate soon and continue my studies oversea.. can we maintain this kind of relationship? yea, far apart relationship? I also cannot confirm i can bare with it.. I treat relationship as a very serious thing, thats why im considering many types of problem and also issue..
so i think i gonna chose to give up, but i know this is not easy... for what now important is, study well... and the others, dun think too much about it...
Zi Liang... Gambateh!! U can over come it!!!
